GOD IS NO (W) HERE

Everyone thinks there are only two categories of people when it comes to God.
People who believe in God
People who don’t believe in God
I belong to the third category. I believe in God though I don’t believe in God.
What does this mean? Let me explain.

God created everyone with ability, talent so that everyone is independent. He gave everything needed for human beings to survive. When everything possible by us whats the need to go to God? Only we can solve all the problems we have. Only our hard work will make us achieve something. If God helps people who come to him everyday only Priests who stay in temples should be the happiest people in the world.

Temple gives us peace. And closing eyes and praying God is like meditation, which relaxes our mind. Apart from this I don’t see any other benefit in praying God. If we put the time taken to pray God in to effort we can finish the work sooner. (For ex: School kids go to temple, pray God for more marks before their exams and waste some 30 mins. Suppose if the same kid spends the 30 mins in reading he would have ended up scoring atleast 1 or 2 marks more.)

I don’t understand why people donate Money; Hair and food to God.God doesn't need them only we need them. By denotation money gets transferred from one rich to other. It becomes business. Why to do business in the name of God.If you feel you have things in excess or you feel like donating something you can directly go to the poor and give them which is also the right way to approach God (if exists)

The Main purpose why I feel God was given a shape and everyone believed him is everyone should feel someone is above us and someone is watching us so that we fear to someone or something and can keep yourself in control. If we think we are the most powerful and have highest power we start doing all kind of crimes. Now everyone believes someone is superior to them and he will punish us if we do something wrong.

Instead of thinking whether God exists or not (Which is of no use though you find some solution) every one of us should feel only we can solve our problems and the time we pray God should be utilized in putting some effort to solve the problem.
I believe in God but I don’t see any real reason to go behind God. That’s why I saw I believe in God though I don’t believe in God