Everyone thinks there are only two categories of people when it comes to God.
People who believe in God
People who don’t believe in God
I belong to the third category. I believe in God though I don’t believe in God.
What does this mean? Let me explain.
God created everyone with ability, talent so that everyone is independent. He gave everything needed for human beings to survive. When everything possible by us whats the need to go to God? Only we can solve all the problems we have. Only our hard work will make us achieve something. If God helps people who come to him everyday only Priests who stay in temples should be the happiest people in the world.
Temple gives us peace. And closing eyes and praying God is like meditation, which relaxes our mind. Apart from this I don’t see any other benefit in praying God. If we put the time taken to pray God in to effort we can finish the work sooner. (For ex: School kids go to temple, pray God for more marks before their exams and waste some 30 mins. Suppose if the same kid spends the 30 mins in reading he would have ended up scoring atleast 1 or 2 marks more.)
I don’t understand why people donate Money; Hair and food to God.God doesn't need them only we need them. By denotation money gets transferred from one rich to other. It becomes business. Why to do business in the name of God.If you feel you have things in excess or you feel like donating something you can directly go to the poor and give them which is also the right way to approach God (if exists)
The Main purpose why I feel God was given a shape and everyone believed him is everyone should feel someone is above us and someone is watching us so that we fear to someone or something and can keep yourself in control. If we think we are the most powerful and have highest power we start doing all kind of crimes. Now everyone believes someone is superior to them and he will punish us if we do something wrong.
Instead of thinking whether God exists or not (Which is of no use though you find some solution) every one of us should feel only we can solve our problems and the time we pray God should be utilized in putting some effort to solve the problem.
I believe in God but I don’t see any real reason to go behind God. That’s why I saw I believe in God though I don’t believe in God
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
What a theory
Girls below age 20 want their close friend to be friend throughout their life.
After 20 she understand the only way a Friend can be friend throughout is getting married to him.
She starts to love the friend, as she wants him forever. They stay friends when they are lovers but romance adds with them
Here,
Lover = Friend + Romance.
When she marries her Lover he becomes Husband.When the guy becomes a husband Sex gets added to their relationship.
Husband = Lover + Sex.
So,
Husband = Friend + Romance + Sex
After few months Romance gets bored
Husband = Friend + Sex
After few years Sex gets bored
Husband = Friend
Complete the theory with the best end.
Winners will get a signed photograph of mine :-)
After 20 she understand the only way a Friend can be friend throughout is getting married to him.
She starts to love the friend, as she wants him forever. They stay friends when they are lovers but romance adds with them
Here,
Lover = Friend + Romance.
When she marries her Lover he becomes Husband.When the guy becomes a husband Sex gets added to their relationship.
Husband = Lover + Sex.
So,
Husband = Friend + Romance + Sex
After few months Romance gets bored
Husband = Friend + Sex
After few years Sex gets bored
Husband = Friend
Complete the theory with the best end.
Winners will get a signed photograph of mine :-)
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Don’t sit with a Beautiful girl
Every movie ends with Hero, Heroine joining together and getting married, but none shows the scenes after their marriage (If they show it will be some anti-climax for sure). Likewise I always expected a beautiful girl sit next to me in Bus, Train or in my bike back seat, which never happened. When happened check the (anti) climax.
I got in to Chennai to Hyd Bus, took my seat and saw ‘W’ mark in my next seat and got excited. Expecting a nice, beautiful ‘W’omen next to me I was eagerly seeing the bus doors. She entered only when bus started. I saw something more than expected coming towards me. She came to me and said something. I couldn’t hear it as my heart beating fast to see the more than expected thing pretty closer to me.
“Excuse me”, She said.
I said “Yes” with lot of energy as if she asked for a date.
“You are sitting in my seat “, she said.
I said, “No.This one is the women seat” showing the “W” sign to her.
“It means ‘W’indow seat not ‘W’omen seat” she replied with a smile.
I moved and gave her the seat with my first embarrassment of the journey.
She asked, “Do you know Telugu?” I said “Yes.you know I learnt Telugu within a year after I moved to hyd”.
She said, “Good” and started asking few questions in Telugu.
Truth is I can understand Telugu but couldn’t speak properly. As I made some proud statement I was forced to speak in Telugu for her question.
I replied in Telugu with the few words I knew and the sentence was incomplete. I felt guilty to speak in an unknown language to a girl-wearing jean, tight t-shirt. It was my second embarrassment of the journey.
And the second embarrassment of the journey continued for a while after which I decided not to open my mouth.
Bus lights turned off. We tried to sleep. We dint have the separator in between our seats. She was so close to me almost touching. I turned my head turned towards her face to see her face once again. As we were so close I took a big turn of my face to see her, which looked little odd to her.
She asked, “ What?” with a bit of anger in her tone. I understood what that “What?” meant and kept my head straight thinking I shouldn’t move it till i reach hyd. Forgot to say, it was my third embarrassment of the journey.
She started sleeping comfortably covering her full seat and 25% of my seat. When my eyes started closing I moved slightly and my hands fell on her hands.
She got up suddenly; saw me for a second with her eyes open widely. She dint open her mouth but her eyes said, “Don’t ever touch me again”.
She slept within seconds after that. My whole night passed in checking the distance between my body and hers.
I would have slept nicely for 13 hours with a guy next to me. With a beautiful girl next me I couldn’t even turn my face, body for almost 13 hours. I hardly slept for 4 hours as I was concentrating on the distance between the bodies. Most of the journey hours went on me counting the number of times I got embraced. The 13 hours went like 13 days. I felt so much happy and relaxed when I got down from the bus, I dint even try to see how the more than expected beautiful girl looked in lights.
I got in to Chennai to Hyd Bus, took my seat and saw ‘W’ mark in my next seat and got excited. Expecting a nice, beautiful ‘W’omen next to me I was eagerly seeing the bus doors. She entered only when bus started. I saw something more than expected coming towards me. She came to me and said something. I couldn’t hear it as my heart beating fast to see the more than expected thing pretty closer to me.
“Excuse me”, She said.
I said “Yes” with lot of energy as if she asked for a date.
“You are sitting in my seat “, she said.
I said, “No.This one is the women seat” showing the “W” sign to her.
“It means ‘W’indow seat not ‘W’omen seat” she replied with a smile.
I moved and gave her the seat with my first embarrassment of the journey.
She asked, “Do you know Telugu?” I said “Yes.you know I learnt Telugu within a year after I moved to hyd”.
She said, “Good” and started asking few questions in Telugu.
Truth is I can understand Telugu but couldn’t speak properly. As I made some proud statement I was forced to speak in Telugu for her question.
I replied in Telugu with the few words I knew and the sentence was incomplete. I felt guilty to speak in an unknown language to a girl-wearing jean, tight t-shirt. It was my second embarrassment of the journey.
And the second embarrassment of the journey continued for a while after which I decided not to open my mouth.
Bus lights turned off. We tried to sleep. We dint have the separator in between our seats. She was so close to me almost touching. I turned my head turned towards her face to see her face once again. As we were so close I took a big turn of my face to see her, which looked little odd to her.
She asked, “ What?” with a bit of anger in her tone. I understood what that “What?” meant and kept my head straight thinking I shouldn’t move it till i reach hyd. Forgot to say, it was my third embarrassment of the journey.
She started sleeping comfortably covering her full seat and 25% of my seat. When my eyes started closing I moved slightly and my hands fell on her hands.
She got up suddenly; saw me for a second with her eyes open widely. She dint open her mouth but her eyes said, “Don’t ever touch me again”.
She slept within seconds after that. My whole night passed in checking the distance between my body and hers.
I would have slept nicely for 13 hours with a guy next to me. With a beautiful girl next me I couldn’t even turn my face, body for almost 13 hours. I hardly slept for 4 hours as I was concentrating on the distance between the bodies. Most of the journey hours went on me counting the number of times I got embraced. The 13 hours went like 13 days. I felt so much happy and relaxed when I got down from the bus, I dint even try to see how the more than expected beautiful girl looked in lights.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
The Love Letter
Hi.I am Anushka.I was in my last year of schooling. As soon as I start my story I should tell about Harish. He was my close friend. He calls me Anu. He was my classmate from 3rd std. He sat next to me for almost 8 years in school. I shared everything with him. He had great sense of humor. He never closes his mouth when he is near me. You can see my lips widening and teeth shining whenever he was near me. I wished he should be close like this forever as a friend.
Oneday Vishal my classmate, as soon as the school bell rang came to me and kept a letter in my desk and ran away. I took the letter home and checked it. Understood it’s a love letter, no real mood to read the letter, just opened it to confirm it a love letter and closed it. Next day told Harish about the letter. Harish laughed saying “Congratz Anu for your fourth love letter “. Yes it was my 4th love letter. Already 3 of my seniors gave me. I asked Harish to talk to Vishal and stop doing all these. Somehow Harish convinced him.
On the last day of my school i couldn’t control my tears when I saw Harsih coming from a distance. He asked me “What happened Anu? “. I told him “ This is the last day of our school and I am worried whether we will have the same closeness after this”. As usual Harish laughed and started teasing me. He dint have any sad feel of leaving me. He was happy and non-stop talking like every other day.
Then we both entered different colleges. Though I missed him so much somehow my college days kept me busy. I started getting new friends. I kept calling Harish once in a week and update him everything happened in that week. Though I dint move close to anyone close my college days were nice. Then came Arvind. Somehow he was different from others. He straightaway took rights on me and moved close. I saw Harish in him. The days after that were so nice and pleasant. Arvind really moved close and the days went very fast. Then came the last day of college. This time I dint get upset so much not only bcoz I am matured but also Arvind got placed in the same company as I did.
We both joined the company on the same day and we were in same team. I felt very comfortable in my company as my close friend is with me. We come to office together, had lunch together, leave together. Most of my day’s time was spent with him. After a year in company one day Arvind was finding difficult to talk to me. He was not free as every other day. I forced him to say why he was like that. He hesitated but said later. He said, “ I don’t know how you will take this but I had to say. I am not sure whether I love you but I started getting some dreams with you where I kiss you, hug you and even more, which I cant tell you. I can’t keep this inside me anymore and act before you. I want to marry you”. I got shocked and started shivering. I left the day without talking to him.
Next day I dint go to office. I called Harish and said everything. He asked me what I think and how I feel that time. I said, “ I like Arvind so much and I can’t stay without him”. After talking for an hour Harish gave me the confidence to speak to Arvind.I called Arvind in the evening. I said, “Arvind, I had to break our friendship”. No reply from the other end. I continued, “I feel like kissing you, Hugging you, but nothing more J. Not in dreams but now. I had to break our friendship bcoz I feel you are no longer friend but a lover…Hey Arvind.Are you there? Can you marry me? ”.
Soon after we started loving each other we thought our parents should know it. I told my parents about my love with Arvind whom they already know and like him. They simply said yes and asked me to arrange a meet up with Arvind parents. Arvind and my parents met each other and accepted for our marriage but with one condition from Arvind parents. They asked my parents for so many Kgs of Gold, one car and few lakhs in cash which all can come up to 10 Lakh.They gave as 1 year time to save the money. They gave us 1 year time bcoz they have to finish Arvind sister marriage within that time. And the reason for asking so much money was they are spending the same amount of money for Arvind sister, so they have to compensate that by getting money from us. I called Harish and cried for an hour and explained everything to him but he dint care much. He got my address and few other details from me and told everything will be all right soon.
I tried to convince Arvind parents and Arvind for so many days, which is of no use. They were strong on it.1 year went on and time for my marriage came near. It was when my father business crashed and he had to face a huge loss. Someone has to give him 5 Lakh to do his business and his was not in a position to arrange even 1 Lakh for his daughter marriage. That was when I called Harish and cried for one whole day. He consoled me. I was angry on Arvind, as he was not doing anything in favour of me. But Harish supported Arvind and made me to understand Arvind position.
Marriage date was fixed but we dint arrange money. My marriage was about to stop. It was when I got a cheque courier from one of the insurance company with my name and 10 Lakh amount. I couldn’t understand anything. After an hour I got a letter from one of Harish friend (Harish asked his friend to deliver the letter after the cheque reaches me).
I opened the letter to get the shock of my life. The letter said
“Hi Anushka.Harish here. I am no more. I wanted to let you know few things, which I wanted to tell you 6 years before. I love you…yes. I love you so much. This may be a big shock to you. Though it’s too late I can’t hide it from you any more. I dint say my love to you, as I felt guilty of spoiling your true friendship with me. And when I was ready to tell you I understood Arvind had already entered in your life. He deserved you more than I do. I can’t stay without you. I can’t imagine anyother girl in my life. I feel no use to be alive without you. I wanted to show my love through my death. By the time you receive this letter your Harish might have met with an accident and dead few days back .I hope you would have received a cheque now. Hope you remember me getting your details before a year. I got it to add you as my nominee for my insurance, which worth 10 Lakh. As per the scheme if any risk happens to me after a year from the start of the plan the amount will reach the nominee. It’s a small marriage gift from me. Please accept the gift. I love you Anu.Happy Married life”.
Tears came running from my eyes. I read the last line “ I Love you Anu “ again and again. It took 1 week for me to talk again. I would have read the letter 100 times and cried 1000 times within a week. After a week I realized why he did everything and had to do it. Yes I should accept his gift and lead a happy life. I got married to Arvind after a month. After two years I had a baby boy. Like everyone does even I named the boy as “Harish” not knowing what else i can do.
Oneday Vishal my classmate, as soon as the school bell rang came to me and kept a letter in my desk and ran away. I took the letter home and checked it. Understood it’s a love letter, no real mood to read the letter, just opened it to confirm it a love letter and closed it. Next day told Harish about the letter. Harish laughed saying “Congratz Anu for your fourth love letter “. Yes it was my 4th love letter. Already 3 of my seniors gave me. I asked Harish to talk to Vishal and stop doing all these. Somehow Harish convinced him.
On the last day of my school i couldn’t control my tears when I saw Harsih coming from a distance. He asked me “What happened Anu? “. I told him “ This is the last day of our school and I am worried whether we will have the same closeness after this”. As usual Harish laughed and started teasing me. He dint have any sad feel of leaving me. He was happy and non-stop talking like every other day.
Then we both entered different colleges. Though I missed him so much somehow my college days kept me busy. I started getting new friends. I kept calling Harish once in a week and update him everything happened in that week. Though I dint move close to anyone close my college days were nice. Then came Arvind. Somehow he was different from others. He straightaway took rights on me and moved close. I saw Harish in him. The days after that were so nice and pleasant. Arvind really moved close and the days went very fast. Then came the last day of college. This time I dint get upset so much not only bcoz I am matured but also Arvind got placed in the same company as I did.
We both joined the company on the same day and we were in same team. I felt very comfortable in my company as my close friend is with me. We come to office together, had lunch together, leave together. Most of my day’s time was spent with him. After a year in company one day Arvind was finding difficult to talk to me. He was not free as every other day. I forced him to say why he was like that. He hesitated but said later. He said, “ I don’t know how you will take this but I had to say. I am not sure whether I love you but I started getting some dreams with you where I kiss you, hug you and even more, which I cant tell you. I can’t keep this inside me anymore and act before you. I want to marry you”. I got shocked and started shivering. I left the day without talking to him.
Next day I dint go to office. I called Harish and said everything. He asked me what I think and how I feel that time. I said, “ I like Arvind so much and I can’t stay without him”. After talking for an hour Harish gave me the confidence to speak to Arvind.I called Arvind in the evening. I said, “Arvind, I had to break our friendship”. No reply from the other end. I continued, “I feel like kissing you, Hugging you, but nothing more J. Not in dreams but now. I had to break our friendship bcoz I feel you are no longer friend but a lover…Hey Arvind.Are you there? Can you marry me? ”.
Soon after we started loving each other we thought our parents should know it. I told my parents about my love with Arvind whom they already know and like him. They simply said yes and asked me to arrange a meet up with Arvind parents. Arvind and my parents met each other and accepted for our marriage but with one condition from Arvind parents. They asked my parents for so many Kgs of Gold, one car and few lakhs in cash which all can come up to 10 Lakh.They gave as 1 year time to save the money. They gave us 1 year time bcoz they have to finish Arvind sister marriage within that time. And the reason for asking so much money was they are spending the same amount of money for Arvind sister, so they have to compensate that by getting money from us. I called Harish and cried for an hour and explained everything to him but he dint care much. He got my address and few other details from me and told everything will be all right soon.
I tried to convince Arvind parents and Arvind for so many days, which is of no use. They were strong on it.1 year went on and time for my marriage came near. It was when my father business crashed and he had to face a huge loss. Someone has to give him 5 Lakh to do his business and his was not in a position to arrange even 1 Lakh for his daughter marriage. That was when I called Harish and cried for one whole day. He consoled me. I was angry on Arvind, as he was not doing anything in favour of me. But Harish supported Arvind and made me to understand Arvind position.
Marriage date was fixed but we dint arrange money. My marriage was about to stop. It was when I got a cheque courier from one of the insurance company with my name and 10 Lakh amount. I couldn’t understand anything. After an hour I got a letter from one of Harish friend (Harish asked his friend to deliver the letter after the cheque reaches me).
I opened the letter to get the shock of my life. The letter said
“Hi Anushka.Harish here. I am no more. I wanted to let you know few things, which I wanted to tell you 6 years before. I love you…yes. I love you so much. This may be a big shock to you. Though it’s too late I can’t hide it from you any more. I dint say my love to you, as I felt guilty of spoiling your true friendship with me. And when I was ready to tell you I understood Arvind had already entered in your life. He deserved you more than I do. I can’t stay without you. I can’t imagine anyother girl in my life. I feel no use to be alive without you. I wanted to show my love through my death. By the time you receive this letter your Harish might have met with an accident and dead few days back .I hope you would have received a cheque now. Hope you remember me getting your details before a year. I got it to add you as my nominee for my insurance, which worth 10 Lakh. As per the scheme if any risk happens to me after a year from the start of the plan the amount will reach the nominee. It’s a small marriage gift from me. Please accept the gift. I love you Anu.Happy Married life”.
Tears came running from my eyes. I read the last line “ I Love you Anu “ again and again. It took 1 week for me to talk again. I would have read the letter 100 times and cried 1000 times within a week. After a week I realized why he did everything and had to do it. Yes I should accept his gift and lead a happy life. I got married to Arvind after a month. After two years I had a baby boy. Like everyone does even I named the boy as “Harish” not knowing what else i can do.
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